Monday, May 25, 2009

Star Gazer

Star Gazer
By: Kelli Blankenship

Star Gazer what is it worth?

What is it worth to you?

To be made to feel

Less than worthy

 

Star Gazer you have to choose

Not because I say

But because he cannot let go

His grip ever tightening

 

Star Gazer the choice is yours

And it must soon be made

Will you choose to survive

Or will you choose to live?

 

It is up to you

There is nothing I can do

Not a word I can say

He’ll still try to sway you away…

 

From the truth he can’t stand to see

From truth staring him back boldly

In the shattered looking glass

From the truth he refuses to realize

 

Change isn’t as scary as is seems

Star Gazer you have the means

To decide you’ve had your fill

To decide you are strong enough

 

Star Gazer it is so hard for me to say

You’re a reflection of me in too many ways

The same time, the same lies

The same struggle to feast on his scraps

 

Star Gazer it pains me to say

You will never be…

You will never be Cali

There isn’t a girl who ever could

 

Star Gazer will you chose to say

That you have had enough today

That the end of your rainbow

Doesn’t settle for a Pot ‘O Deceit

 

Star Gazer you deserve all the love

The world has to offer

Don’t sell yourself short like I

Like I once did

 

A precious pearl you are

But it is time to break the chain

Star Gazer it is time

To breathe freedom, to breathe on your own

 

So until then my dear, Star Gazer

Life will be waiting

Love will be waiting

Your heart will be waiting for more